I went to the beach again today, this time in Norwalk with my friend M. I got a little bit too much sun; my shoulders are quite pink. The magic went very well.
At first, she and I were just hanging out and gossiping and playing in the water. After a while, I swam out deeper my own to do my Work while she wrote. As before, I circulated the microcosmic orbit until I was full of sunshine, and so, so hot. (temperature hot, not sexy hot) Do other people find that the microcosmic orbit makes them hot? I think I might doing it wrong. It was weird to do that while already in the cold water; a very fun interplay.
Again, I called Kuvoah. It was much harder than before. Perhaps because I was too far south, but probably just because I was less "in the zone". After a bit, he showed up. It was much less physical this time, and there was no shape-shifting or sensation of being penetrated. Kuvoah "asked" me to give something up; something I'm not sure I'm ready to let go of. We "spoke" about it for a little while. I said I'd keep thinking about it, which seemed to satisfy him, and then he left. I've lost so much already this year, I feel I can be forgiven for a clinging to security a little longer.
I did a bit more water invocation, which was a little melancholy. I came out of the water sort of sad, but we had to leave right after that.